what makes it ok?

Well, I'm almost done w/ my bottle of wine and I had a thought that I may be neglecting the '1' (very special you are) reader we do have...So, here I am.
Half drunk. Half writing.. half slurring...
See??? That's what you people get! Especially when I am free to write AND espouse.. Damn, ! I need a thesaurus! Then you'll think I'm really smart! HA!
Wait. You already do, I know it!
Maybe that's just wishful thinking on my part, maybe not.
Maybe it's the booze talking.
hmmmm.
I'd like to thank the lesbians that came to my house last night and left the wine I'm drinking now. Seven Daughters, California blend, pure goodness.
I like lesbians.
I also like food.
Both, make me happy. Extremely happy.
GEEEzze.!!.
Wait, I mean, cheese!
I love cheese too!
This could just turn into a list of crap I really really like. Who's stopping me???? huh? I dare you! I have knifes! and, I'll CUT YOU!
let's see.....
....................not necessarily in this order.
wine
games of all sorts
goats
cheese
vodka
baths
moisturizer
riding my bike
fires (big ones and small ones)
the woods
adventure
good books
driving cars really fast
Socratic discussion

I could go on and on....
I suppose my skewed sensibilities prevent me from writing anything too, uh....risque.... and, YES. I do have some.(sensibilities that is)
SOME. ok, ok.. a few..
I may have to search for them, but they are there.
Either way.
I do hold back somewhat, just trust me. If you people knew the half of the shitOLA I want to blather away about right now.. BOY, you'd be sorry!
You see, my problem is, I get drunk and I get all nostalgic. I start listening to meaningful music and it always seems to be the most prolifically, wonderful, best thing I've ever heard, and in turn,I want to share it with you.
(my sweet, dedicated, insightful reader)
........then inevitably, I end up babbling..
Evil, Evil cycle!
I should invest in the development of some sort of wine chastity belt. Or, maybe a finger chastity belt.